Why is it so hard for me to be happy? It’s because I want too much but I’m too afraid to ask for it. So I just sit there disappointed and upset, and I tell you I’m fine when I am clearly not. How productive.
people are always like “why do u look so emotionless when u walk through the hallways” at school but i dont understand what they expect me to do when i walk to class like am i supposed to smile and skip around tossing flowers to everyone i walk by??
I’ll never come first.